Don't lose Faith/Hope/Heart and Focus

我的女王
20 April 2010 @ Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Like I said, after re-sizeing all the photos and upload them on my FB, I will be back to blog of my 女王.. So here it goes. Beware is a long and wordy one:)

The whole world knows that I'm a great fans of S.H.E & Fahrenheit. In short, DHF(Die heart fans) News hit the town weeks/months ago that SHE will be coming on April to have the concert~ Which is on 17April 2010, Saturday:) Went to stadium early in the morning around 11AM, SHE have a event over at the stadium, SMRT invited them to do the so call "opening" the very first artist~ Cool!

With this new circle, it make travel easier for people, really and is easy to travel by trains :)

Event suppose to start at 1PM, but delay to 3PM and they stay less than half an hour. But is alright, at least get to see them:) Woots! & do I have to explain more? Of cos at night is their concert! WOOHOO! But before that, have 4-5 hours to go before their concert, so stayed at leisure park, go around to find friends, look for familiar faces. hahaa^^

There is a cos-play at leisure park, an there is this girl her outfit, shorts are indeed very short, can see 1/4 of her butt. Of cos all these attracts those dirty old man attention. Saw 2 dirty old man, staring at the girl butt-.-" and follow behind her. tsk! What is this? Does girls know how to protect themselves a not? Okay this not the main point anyway.

Walked around Leisure park, spotted one medicure shop and I think I will go there to pamper my nails:) teeeheee! around 7PM plus went into the stadium, oh before that on 17April there are 2 concert going on, one is SHE, the other is MAYDAY!

I can said that SHE concert was a blast, they really used all their heart and energy to sing, all there voice was so powerful! Me like! hahahaha! They sang almost all the favorite songs, all those songs that they sang, I like. Feel so touch when they sang the song "老婆"~ The kind of sister-ship they have. Envy can* & am so high throughout the whole concert~ heeeheee! Although I like SHE for 8years, but this is the first time I went for there concert, 3years back, I wanted to go, but I just have my operation and was not able to go anywhere. How sad, but is alright. I went this year.. after 3 years.. So, when is SHE next concert? Do I have to wait for another 3years? SHE songs are always so encouraging for girls:) I can really feel that SHE really put all their 101% for the concert.

concert ended, in return SHE bow and thank all their fans who have been there to support them. From the past to now, I always like the way Ella bow, it make me feel that she is always so sincere and she wont 做作. The think I like about her is that, she is very true to others, always bring happiness to others, and she is very daring:) Concert end on the dot at 11PM, as is started 8PM sharp, no joke. There is no delay of the concert, went out of stadium, MAYDAY still having their concert, so stay outside national stadium and listen to MAYDAY sing, and the fireworks is so nice, capture some, but not very clear pictures:( When I took out the camera the firework is gone-.-" Can said that after concert, I'm very stress, suppose to be happy, becos I was thinking for the event next day which is their autograph.. Should I go a not..

And lastly, I came out with one conclusion.. I should go.. Thanks dearest ♥Goh I remember, what my dearest ♥Goh always said, don't live your life with regrets, don't do anything that will make you regrets. Live to the fullest! & he went all the way to America just to see MJ, he went ALONE too! So, I decided to go alone.. :) Becos what? I going there ALONE. yes ALONE. Can you believe? STELLA WENT TO SHE AUTOGRAPH ALONE.. have to be independent all the way.. I was still worried if I could survive.. YES I CAN! I keep telling myself. I reach PS at 9AM, and have to wait until 5PM before SHE comes..

And I did it, I survive! Got their autograph. It was really hot, and am sweat like mad-.-I told myself I cannot give up, I came all the way to PS(although its only 20mins) but I keep saying I can do it, I can do it. And really I did it. Did not stay any longer after I obtain their signature.. Cos I am too touch and my emotions was running all over me. & I cried in public, took train home and a guy offer me a packet of tissue, am so embarrassed can. & I told the 3 of them "JIAYOU" at first only thought of telling Ella (cos I like Ella the most out of 3) ended up I told everyone.. And Ella & Hebe was happy and they stretch their hand out and shake mine. Do you know that when Ella stretch out her hand, I was so stud, and don;t know how to react.. I gave her my both hand, and was nervous and shake with her using my right hand:) Out to my surprise they did that, as the DJ said, SHE will only sign the album nothing else, cos there is really a lot of people.. and some in front of me din't get to shake hand with them. Touch* and before the autograph start, DJ said "do you guys know that mediacorp invited SHE to attend for the star awards, becos of you all they will not go if they did not sign finish, just becos of you all" OMG! I wanted to cry at that time already=X Ella is just as friendly as she is when ever she appear on TV, this is the part I like about her 一点也不做作... & she always so cheerful when I saw her:D Wonder have they finished signing? Cos is like so so so many people, more than thousand.. I guess:D There is something that I wanted to give Ella, but due to so many people and is like nobody give anything, and I dare not do so.. :( Am so scare to get rejected in front of hundreds of people and in front of your own idol some more, there was once, I wanted to give things to 吴尊,(during the autograph session last year 29 March) I gave the letter but not the sweets I did not manage to pass to him, as the crew said no food allow, I'm like so honest and told the crew is sweets:( Cries* Foolish right? I wanted to cry during that time. But I hold it back.. Calvin saw my sad expression. :( But last december I did it:) I ran up to 吴尊(19December)　and called his name before he enter to airport, and pass him the bag of banana plastic and he accepted. I was overjoy! hahahaha! But before that, I cried at the airport, becos am like so afraid that I cannot see them and unable to pass the things I want to him.. Okay, I think I'm off from my SHE topic. Back to my SHE topic.. :$

SHE is my 女王! Don't ever compare who I like the most, SHE or Fahrenheit, although I seldom mention about SHE, don't assume I don't like that.. Both SHE & Fahrenheit are equally important.. Without SHE I will never notice Fahrenheit.. All becos of Ella acted with 吴尊 in Hana Kimi.. And he caught my attention, do some research who are Fahrenheit, and fall in love with 吴尊 then Fahrenheit. The more I know, the more I love:D Until now, am totally CRAZY!

I suppose that, next time regardless is Fahrenheit or SHE come to SG for event, no want accompany me, I'm no longer afraid. Cos there is nothing to be afraid about going alone.. :D Once you overcome it, you can do it!

♥The one who said we are the one who always gave him power, endless encouragement to carry on, but did he know that, he is always the one who gives me power/encouragement and motivation to move on.. What ever I do, I will think twice, think of what he said..

the someone who said this is the world's best Tiramisu(can you recongise your picture), where did you get it from? Which shop name from TW? So next time when I go, I will try it=) If that someone really get a chance to read this... I must be night dreaming(cos is night now), how would he come to my blog=X Pray he will* I try:)

吴尊, Fahrenheit, Ella, SHE! 加油!爱死你们了:D

♥I'll be always be there to support you and give you endless encouragement as well:) becos am your super guardian angel:$ When you lose your faith, I'll give it all back to you. I'll always be here, for you just for you. Beos I'm your super guardian angel, yes only yours:$